That's not my name!

Peace be upon you~~

*'Do not call me D'*

My 'shift' button was not working.Urgh.I wonder how many keypads are going to be 'not working'.Haiyomak...

Even the 'H' letter also gone!OML.I dunno what to do.Thank God I still can handle with it.Just push on the 'missing H letter' & the alphabet will appear on the screen.Okay,stop talking about my problematic lappy (actually,it didn't cause too much problem.Haha.Sesaje mengade nak tulih amende yang bermasalah)

Back to my life.TESL weh,TESL..Pening kepala gua.I don't know..Maybe it's just Im not very good in acting.That's all..Haaha.I can act,maybe it's just I'm not very good in the play-acting .Well,it needs a lot of practices right..It's not just acting,your body language,but you also need to express your facial expression!And I am a loser in doing that.Why?Because I love to smile!My facial expression is basically based on my mood.If I am in a good mood,then I willl smile.And it differs according to my mood.But,I think it is ok if you want to give me a simple character.Like...a simple character la..Sumtink that is not soooooo complicated like an angry women,an evil man or a very hot-tempered person.Haha!Sorry,I'm the fisrt person that will be rejected!(I know)

Because my muscles keep making me smiling all the time!Thank God I'm not smiling while I'm sleeping,or feeding da food inside my mouth.(betul ke ayat nim?ahak!)

So,those things makes me wonder,and think that..What I want to achieve in my life?Not just as a student,but also as a caliph,I'm just a servant.Lailahaillallah,muhammad rasulullah.

 

Now,I wanna share this link.Make sure you OPEN it!So that you will know what's the purpose of living in this world,what you should do,what you gonna do next,etc..

Click HERE

HERE

and...HERE!

So..as a human,we should worship Allah throughout our lives.From live till death,we live just for Allah.And I am proud & very grateful to be born & live as a muslim!

But sometimes I sad as some people that was born as a muslim,but their lifestyles didn't show who they are.I found that this condition is deeply poignant.Because sometimes they won't listen to us.But I always pray that Allah will show them the right path.Inshaallah...

And.....back to my Drama class just now.Well,it was kind of interesting.Maybe I just can be the storyteller,not the actor.Haha..But,it's not a big deal.C'mon,that's just a small matter lah..

Let's end it with this poem:-

Tundukku malu didepanMu

kernaku insan berdosa

kuadukan sesalanku
...
apakah kan Kau terima

kesunyian ini sedarkan diriku yang lena

lantas meratap hina kan ku pada sempurnaMu

terpaut aku tak berpaling

ku bersyukur hanya padaMu tuhan

kau temukan laluan bermula

Dan cintaMu bagai air di tandus sahara yang melepaskan dahaga

suburkan cahaya menerangi langkahku

ku bersyukur hanya padaMu tuhan

Is He Satisfied?

Promote baju.Promote kasut cun...My shawl, "Chantek tak??"

Mak aii.....Ter-pakai-kah semua tu?Bile nak pakai?Huhuh...

You know what?People will never satisfied with what they have.Yes,especially the women.

Disebabkan pemikiran kita sekarang kebanyakannya dipengaruhi oleh peredaran masa (of course) ,keadaan sekeliling, MEDIA (yang ni pengaruh terbesar sekali) , rakan-rakan , & last but not least,your own attitude.

*nice jacket!i wish i have one :D *

GUCCI,BONIA,LOUIS VUITTON (btol ke kawe eja nim?)etc..

Ah,pape je la.Kawe pon kurang tau.Pakai cap hantam saja la.As long as you still can use it,& it looks nice.I prefer it to be that way.The brand doesn't matter so much.But the quality that we're looking for.

TAPI!

Manusia tak pernah-pernah nak puas...Kasut dah berpasang-pasang.Baju kurung dah bergantung-gantung.T-shirt dah berlipat-lipat dalam lemari.Tudung,shawl,berhelai-helai.Accessories,ber...ape-ape lah!

Nah!Complicated nye jadi perempuan?Not so complicated..But they make their life become more complicated.

Actually kan.Tak payah pon bawak ber beg-beg baju .Haaha.I guess,you just need to be tricky in wearing your clothes.Tak payah beli baju setambung skali.*menyesal bile dengar lagu maher zain -Is Allah satisfied*

IS ALLAH SATISFIED?-MAHER ZAIN

We were given so many prizes
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied
We bought and bought
We couldn't stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying
We thought we paid our dues
But in fact
To ourselves we're just lying

Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and Costa Del Sol
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied

We felt our money gave us infinite power

We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied

My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you

Is He satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?

Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves 

"When in facts all focus should be on ourselves"

It's all in your hands bebeh.You decide what you will do.Control yourself.Don't get sooooo into something that might make you become misspend on something okay~

Just buy things that you need,not things that you like,but you don't really need it in your everyday life.Huhuh.

*peringatan untuk aku juga*

Pernah tak terfikir:

SIITUASI 1

"What about if I wear this?How do I look?"

-->Ni kita berfikir daripada pandangan manusia,macam mana kita akan kelihatan,cantik ke?Cun tak?Well,I can't deny it.It's important,& kind of..one of the way for you to boost your self-confidence.Isn't it?

SITUASI 2

"What about if I wear this?Tak salah dari segi syarak kan?"

--> Haaaa...yang ni lain sikit.Berpakaian fikir dulu dari segi syara',salah ke tak.Fikir dulu,tak pe ke?Eheh..Sempurna kah?

So,dua-dua situasi perlu dipertimbangkan.Tapi,perlu utamakan situasi yang 2nd dulu,baru la pertimbangkan situasi yang pertama..

Tak salah nak bergaya,asalkan betul niat & care nye~ ^_^

Sebab setiap perbuatan tu bermula dengan niat.. 

Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda: "Sesungguhnya semua amal perbuatan itu hanyalah dianggap benar, sesuai dengan niatnya dan sesungguhnya bagi setiap orang itu adalah mengikut apa yang diniatkannya ( balasan amal perbuatan yang dilakukan adalah mengikut niat yang ada dalam hatinya).
Oleh itu, barang siapa yang hijrahnya itu semata-mata untuk mengharapkan keredhaan Allah dan RasulNya, maka hijrah itupun kepada Allah dan RasulNya (diterima dan diredhai), tetapi barang siapa yang hijrahnya itu untuk harta dunia yang hendak diperolehinya atau untuk seorang wanita yang hendak dikahwininya, maka hijrahnyapun kepada sesuatu yang dimaksudkan itu.

(Riwayat : Imam Bukhari dan Imam Muslim)

As long as Allah satisfied with what we do,and may Allah bless us~

I'm nagging~wanna here it?CLICK!

Peace be upon you~

Makin lame aku duduk dekat rumah,makin malas jadinya.Makin aku duduk dekat asrama,makin rajin ke?
Well,I can't answer that..But the first statement was kind of true.Ha ha.But,sometimes I'll be kind of diligent.(With a good mood,of course)
I love cooking!(Only if I have the mood,too).But cooking is an interesting thing to do.Yea,we are experimenting with the tastes of foods,the combination of the cooking materials we use.Oh!So much fun.
Just like the chefs,makcik-makcik,my friends & my mom said la,"Campak-campak jela time masak tuh.Baru senang.Campak-campak je yang jadi sedap tuh." And I've found out that it is...TRUE!Just pick up the ingredients and throw it away into the kuali laa...  ^_^

Talking about my new days in Uitm Kuantan,it is quite interesting.Yeah,we had a new hostel to live (actually it is an apartment with 3 rooms,5 people in each room) ,dusty chairs,tables,noisy bed(makes noises when we move around),but nice view outside...The greenery grass & big trees,birds chirping early in the morning (i like it so much) & the sounds of engines.(heheh.I can't avoid this one)

 

*I miss 5sh students.& biology,of course,my passion~ *

Got a class at 10 this morning.So..I guess I have more time to write here.Let's find out a topic...Hum..
Ha!My mom always reminds me with this before I came back to campus"*Bla3~*".(But I love the advices.It was kind of useful I guess ).  ^_^

There's a new thing that I'm gonna have for this sem."For all the TESLians,you may have a travel in our air-condition buses.I't because all of your classes will be in padang lalang.".And now we're staying in sekilau.Nice huh.....TESLians,enjoy your ride! ^_^

Let's read this-------->by Khairunnadiah Rosli,my senior ^_^

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Orang yang busuk hatinya adalah org yg sering memandang kelemahan dan berprasangka buruk terhadap sahabat, teman dan masyarakat di sekelilingnya tanpa membuat apa2 ikhtiar yang bertujuan keinsafan.


Manusia hari ini suka bersangka-sangka

Ada sangkaan baik...

Ada sangkaan buruk


Orang beribadah

disangka riak

Orang yang relax

disangka malas

Orang yang pakai baju baru

disangka menunjuk


Orang yang pakai baju buruk disangka hina

Orang makan banyak disangka pelahap

Orang makan sikit disangka kedekut


Orang baik

disangka buruk

Orang buruk

disangka baik

Orang senyum

disangka mengejek


Orang masam

disangka merajuk

Orang bermuzakarah

disangka mengumpat

Orang diam

disangka sombong


Orang menawan

disangka pakai susuk

Orang nampak ceria

disangka membela

Astaghfirullah....

mana tahu

yang diam itu

kerana

berzikir kepada Allah


mana tahu

yang senyum itu

kerana

bersedekah


mana tahu

yang masam itu

kerana

mengenangkan dosa


mana tahu

yang menawan itu

kerana

bersih hati dan mindanya


mana tahu

yang ceria itu

kerana

cergas cerdasnya


Jauhi sikap suka bersangka-sangka

kerana ia bakal memusnahkan ukhwah seperti musnah nya

kayu dimakan api…


Satu benda yang kita lihat, macam-macam kesimpulan

yang boleh kita buat.

Semuanya bergantung bagaimana kita melihatnya.



“Tegakkan Islam dalam diri kamu.. nescaya Islam akan tertegak diatas bumi kamu”


Imam Al-Syahid Hassan Al- Banna.

~Wallahua'lam~

Akhir kata,bersangka baiklah :)

Peace be upon you~

When we get new experience,we will said "WOW"!

Peace be upon you~

New day,new experience(s),new knowledge(s) that you will get.Experience is the best teacher..True..True...
And mine is also the same..I learned a lot through my experiences.In order to be a mature teenage girl..(Err,am I mature enough?Haha.) In order to be a mature girl...We have to...to... Well,I'm not really sure what we have to do .But sometimes maturity differs from one person to another.Well,sometimes we look at someone & make a judgement that she/he is unmature.

Sutuation 1
"Urgh!Look at her dressing!The colour doesn't match at all."------>Then they make a conclusion that the 'unmatured-look' girl is unmatured.
(Jahak nggoh spesih ning..Bak ah!Haha..)



Macam mane orang boleh judge maturity dengan tengok gituu je?Dah tu budak nerd tak matured  la?Haha..Kesian sunggoh.Actually,bagi aku la,pemikiran yang macam ni la sebenarnye yang tak  matured.
Maturity depends on your thinking,I guess so..Lepas tu,dari pemikiran akan terserlah la ke luaran(that is---->perbuatan & perangai).Itu la pendapat aku.Pikir-pikirkan la ea..

Adop idea doh.Choow~  ^_^

P/s:

Jom bace buku 'Sesungguhnya Tuhan kamu tidak bermata satu'.Memang berguna.Nak kate best,topik yang dibawa bukannye main-main,it's a very serious topic.Tentang yahudi & propaganda-propaganda yang tersembunyi.Memang la awok-awok ni bijop,tapi penakut..Itu la yahudi.Tapi sebagai umat Islam kite kene tau jugak la kan pasal musuh Islam ni.Pastu,memang ade kene mengena dengan dunia kita zaman sekarang & negara kita tercinte,Malaysia..

For more details,click THIS

Peace be upon you~ ^_^

Benda kecik boleh jadi benda BESAR..........

"Janganlah bersedih jika nasihat anda tidak dapat mengubah rakan anda menjadi seorang yang lebih baik,kerana bukan hanya dengan menasihati sahaja anda dapat berdakwah kepada rakan-rakan untuk berbuat kebaikan,tetapi perbuatan ataupun akhlak yang anda tonjolkan juga merupakan salah satu cara untuk mengajak orang berubah kepada kebaikan."Contohilah akhlak rasulullah s.a.w.di mana baginda mempunyai akhlak yang terpuji,yang membuatkan orang lain berminat untuk memeluk agama islam.

"Pray whole heartedly & ask for His forgiveness"

Bagaimana pula dengan kita sebagai hamba Allah yang penuh dengan kelemahan ini?Seringkali mengeluh kerana tidak berjaya untuk menarik ataupun mengajak rakan-rakan supaya berubah.'People needs time to change'. Agak mustahil untuk seseorang berubah secara drastik,sekelip mata! Saya juga memerlukan masa untuk berubah.Setiap perkara yang hendak dilakukan memerlukan pertimbangan,dan juga persediaan.Walaupun perkara tersebut hanya sesuatu yang simple, tetapi tetap memakan masa,samaada pendek ataupun panjang.

Namun begitu,walaupun sesuatu perubahan ke arah kebaikan memerlukan masa,saya rasa tidak semestinya seseorang itu memerlukan masa yang panjang untuk berfikir & mempertimbangkan perkara tersebut.Ala,macam kahwin,makcik-makcik selalu cakap..."Perkara baik macam ni tak elok dilambat-lambatkan..Tak elok ditangguh-tangguh...".Tetapi bagaimana pula dengan hal-hal lain yang lebih penting?Sebagai contoh ,solat.Jika anda tidak menunaikan solat fardhu 5 waktu...Kenapa perlu ditangguh-tangguh untuk berubah supaya menunaikan solat fardhu 5 waktu secara penuh?Kadang kala perkara yang lebih penting seringkali diremeh-temehkan. -.-'

Hard to believe~

Cobaan......Tu je la yang boleh aku katakan.Haiya!

 Result semester 1 sudah keluar,ramai yang frust.Ni satu kemestian (kot) kalau terima keputusan exam.

 Termasuk la aku...Degree in TESL.It's one of my dreams la..I hope so that I could achieve it..But it's not that easy .Tak ada perjuangan yang mudah.Tapi aku suka prinsip sorang akak senior aku ni:-

 "Keseimbangan antara dunia dan akhirat..inilah prinsip kak khai..
tapi seimbang bukan bermaksud 50-50..tapi..100-100..
hebat ukhrawi dan duniawi..

..."dan demikian pula kami telah menjadikan kamu (umat islam) 'umat pertengahan' agar kamu menjadi saksi atas perbuatan manusia dan agar Rasul(Muhammad) menjadi saksi atas perbuatan kamu"

umat pertengahan ialah yakni umat yang adil..yg tidak berat sebelah baik ke dunia mahupun ke akhirat tetapi seimbang antara keduanya..!=)  "

Memang aku respect la.Prinsip macam ni la yang sepatutnya dipegang,seimbang kedua-duanya,duniawi & ukhrawi..(Totally like this!).Bukan 50-50,tapi 100-100!Menunjukkan betapa cemerlangnya kedua-duanya.Subhanallah...Moga-moga senior saya ni dapat la mencapai 100-100,cemerlang dunia,cemerlang akhirat!Dan semua muslimin & muslimat juga...Semoga mencontohi senior aku yang sorang ni =)

Tak lupa juga,aktiviti dakwah pun dia aktif,kegiatan keagamaan,akademik ok.Alhamdulillah kami dipimpin senior yang sebegini bersemangat!Sampai kitorang-kitorang skali bersemangat dengan dia!Apa-apa pon,sayang senior kitorang...Kak Khai,Kak Akmal,Kak Nadeya,Kak Syaza, & semua akak-akak!(Sorry kalau lupe name,ambe ni susah siket nk ingat name orang,muke ingat!)

Ni pulak kata-kata semangat daripada Adira.Menenangkan aku di kala lemah semangat.Thanks a lot Dira!

"Kalau kita bersyukur pasti ALLAH tambah."

Allah berfirman:

“..............Dan Kami akan memberikan balasan kepada orang-orang yang bersyukur.” QS. Ali Imron : 145.

Say: "Alhamdulillah!"

Ambil iktibar ya..Setiap perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnye :)

That's all for now...Peace be upon you..  =)